She was energetic, bounding
She laid in the garden in summertime
Soaked up the sun
Fell in love with roses and raspberries
And forgave them both their thorns.
She laughed loud and boldly
Climbed trees to hang ropes
Told me to swing, swing
Until I plain forgot the feeling of ground
She noticed what people wanted
She gave them just the same
Everything she had was for giving
Up to and including her heart.
She took care of me when I was sick
Made me soup, drew baths
Threw me out in the sunshine
Because she knew it wouldn't kill me.
She spread joy like wildflowers
Sprawl across a garden, unbidden
She planted, and she planted, and she planted
Didn't care if some got trampled
Or some got picked
There was always more to offer.
She was beautiful.
When I was little,
She would throw back her head
And she would laugh
And she would proclaim, "You are a riot!"
And in retrospect I understand this to mean
"Kid, you are ridiculous!"
But at the time, it made me queen of my universe
The bubble of air in her red Jimmy
The etch-a-sketch on her keychain my crown
I can hear her voice, her laugh
I love them both very much
I can feel her hugging me Thanksgiving night
I can see the flowers she brought me
And when I water them, which I will
I'll keep in mind that she wouldn't want us crying
She would yell at us now to see
(And I can hear her doing it tonight)
The tears, the heartache
They had no place in her life
She always said to keep going
She would say it to us now
Stop crying, stop mourning
My death barely stung
But I'll also keep in mind
That she'd forgive us all the crying.
She'd think we're being silly
But love us all the same.
--post by Jennifer Marsh
--post by Jennifer Marsh
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